Constant Battle

I’m tired with the constant battle with my mind.
Is it because i’m an INFP?
Is it because my bloodtype is O?
Is it because i’m a Leo?
Hohoh, silly.

Everybody has something to fight for.
Everybody has someone to rely on.
What are you fighting for?
Who do you think you are that could make you possible to rely on someone?

This defining age put myself a lot in front of a mirror.
Who are you?
What are you waiting for?
Where are you going to contribute your advantage? Do you have any?
How do you deserve to be treated?

As the Hang On Little Tomato plays from Pink Martini
And continues with Hold On from 2009 Jonas Brothers
I’ve turned into a completely non-believer now.

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